Wednesday, January 27, 2010

so things havent changed...

im still havin a crappy dayy...
i know im truly blessed to even experience thisss dayy;;;but its really bringin ME down!
i really wish to go home && do somethings there...
im gettn that feeling again, that i hate!
when i feel like im not learning anything at all at school; not gettn anything accomplished.
i enjoy my econ class because its about real life, and i can say i have learned something from that clase so far.
&& it also helped ME realize that i have it so good in my house-hold. even though i may be considered a low-income student, i live a pretty higher middle class lifestyle, with things that describe a low-income student i was only really able to check off about 5 out of 25. its such an eye-opener of how truly blessed i am. nd how much my mother does for us.

well other than that clase i really dnt find interest in my courses at school.
english is just like i guesss analyzing authors and literature, which is okayy bcuz i like learnin about peoples lives nd so i stay tuned about the authors and artist nd ofcourse their work. but everything else really bores ME.

those are my only classes so...its very hard for ME to get through my day where i have 7 then 6 and now 5 courses nd only 2.5 real subjects that i learn something in.
thisss year has bn such a drag, so not thee senior year i planned or hoped for; even with thee bigg events comin up i feel its not gonna change. i cant wait to im out of hereee; but i know at thee same time i KNOW imma miss thisss school and definitely the ppl who run it, theyre like an a attached family. on thee other hand, some teachers nd definitely 85% of my peers i can live without them...


iGtg bcuz ive already wrote too much,,,
-Keo

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