rain down on me...

its already building back up && i jusss released it off my heart on monday...

uplifting...

january 19, 2009...
Agape's Youth Revival
GREAT && EXTRAORDINARY Experience!!!
im gladd i got that all off my chest && shoulders;;;
i truly am revived...

so...

She took iT too well...
i jusss think She has sympathy on ME bcuz of my condition at thee moment;;;
thee aftermath may still come...


we'll see i guesss...

still on my golden track...

even tho i hadd that one badd grade last semester...
my advisor has informed me that i still am goiin to fidm;;;
im so gladd it doesnt take away my dream(s)...
now all iHave to do is inform Her,,, i already know She's gonna go wacko bcuz my other mom has already...

one of thee best dayys of my life...II

idk whyy...

i jusss feel so good inside and about everyone;;;
i guesss iHave to be happy before the tragic episode makes it debut tomorrow or any other dayy thisss week...
lets jusss say iHavent bn a such of thee optimistic person i truly am lately...its jusss thisss pressure pulling me...

leaving home... really, leaving thisss town...

it kickd in i guesss...

imma really miss being in high school, i cant believe its my last year of free eduation;
"freedom".
imma really miss being a teenager.
thinking of leaving my child-hood home kills me at times...
i use to always want to get out of thisss house, home (really town) but i have realized now that imma miss tha familiarity and definitely stability!
the comfort... the safety...
as long as ive bn waiting for thisss Chance to leave,
Now I Just Wanna Keep On Waiting...

the dayy has come...

i have passed thee exit exam!!!
-now i jusss have to deal with thee badd news...atleast She does;;;
gotta be prepared for Her speech and disappointment,,,only thing not only from Her but from Thee Village.
-growing up with four moms and three dads was ofcourse hectic,,,it seems i shld be use to thisss by now...


back to work
-Keo

so for thee past two weeksss...

iHave bn sickc...
x-rays havent came bk yet to see if iHave pneumonia...
i pray iDont;;;it wld really ruin my start @@ 2010 [[it already has...]]
jusss hopefully not my school year,,,
iHave so many plans && nd responsibilites!!!
jusss hope iT all worksss out...
[oh yeah--> i really dont sleep anymore]] => maybe tonite


pray for me, as i pray for you...
-KEO

one thing i have enjoyed so far...

on thisss winter break of mine...
is mi madre being on good_terms;;;Shes bn so nice...

so ive bn sickc...

since thursday morning...
nd bn on my rag since friday morning;;; not a great combination!!!
trickcs keep pushn my nervesss!!!
oh yeah---> I HAVENT SLEPT IN THREE FREAKN DAYYSSS!!!